Sunday, August 02, 2009
had an epiphany last night after reaching home from ndp preview. seet just got sent to hospital coz he dislocated his shoulder during preview. so while i was in camp i decided maybe i'll sms sj to let him know about it so he can prepare himself in case he's required to replace seet. and funnily enough the first reply i got was something along the lines of "ahhhh why! why seet always like that one!". then when i reached home i told jason over fb. and his first reply was "wah good job now he has even more excuses to chao keng out of doing work already"
and BAM suddenly i knew what was bothering me since camp. i was feeling bad not because of the incident. i was feeling bad because im SUPPOSED to feel concerned about him getting injured, but i wasnt feeling anything then. hmm. i was feeling bad because my first reaction was similar to how those 2 were feeling also.
feeling bad because i wasnt feeling bad about it lol. maybe i should have understood how i was feeling earlier than this but was probably too caught up with the preview being screwed up so wasnt thinking very well.
such events bring up how your usual relationships with others are huh.
12:19 PM
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